Let's start with getting to know me a little... I am 23 years old, a waitress, and working towards finishing up nursing school. I got married as a teenager and had two beautiful children, a boy and a girl. Seven years into our marriage I knew it was best that I left. It was a really bad abusive situation to be in and I wanted my children to know that that is NOT what a healthy relationship is. So I left and filed for divorce. It was the scariest, hardest thing I have ever done but it was also the best choice I have ever made. It allowed me to find my knight and shining armor who I can truly say I can never imagine not being a part of my life, every second.
I remember the first second I laid eyes on him... He is a server too and was wiping down a table at our job when I went up to him and told him he was suppose to train me for the day. I think I kind of knew from that first second he was the ONE but I was scared to have feelings for anyone. It had been months since I left my ex and I had no plans of ever falling for anyone ever again. I was too scared to end up hurt again and go through everything I went through again.
It didn't matter though because after a week of me pretending that I had plans so I could not go out with him, he finally took matters into his own hands. He asked me to hang out one day after work but he did it pretty smoothly... We ended up going out to dinner then to the local park playing a ball game, swinging on the swings, sliding down the slide and spinning on the merry-go-round. After the park he showed me around town (I am kind of new to this area) and ended up taking me to a parking garage. From the first second he put his hands on my waist I shuttered with butterflies. I still do even months later...
After that he was very good at talking his friend & roommate into coming up to me and asking me to go to see Titanic with them. She told me her boyfriend & her wanted to go but A(my boyfriend) would feel like the third wheel. So of course I went! :-) I truly fell for him that night.... A few days later he invited me to go clubbing so I did... He told me he loved me!!! I didn't know if he had drank a little to much and I was shocked so I didn't say anything back for about 5 minutes, I just looked at him. Not because I didn't feel the same because I was just shocked that he felt what I was feeling. I mean aren't the girls suppose to say it first and the guys flip out and go running??!?? I said it right back after the initial shock wore off!
Since then we have been inseparable pretty much! We moved in together right away and since we work together too we are always together. I LOVE it though! I love being with my man all the time and when we are apart even for an hour I miss him so much! He is truly my best friend in the entire universe! I'm so lucky!!
We got engaged a month after dating and we plan to be married next year!
So a few weeks into our relationship I already knew he was VERY dominant. Like I mean I already knew not to cross him :-) So I found taken in hand and brought it up to him. I figured he would think I was a freak of nature or something but nope! Get this!! HE SMILED AND WAS EXCITED!! I should of known to run, LOL! He took off with DD very quickly and has never looked back! We don't really know "us" without this lifestyle but neither of us want anything different. We are both so much closer then we would of probably been and we both have this deeper passion and love for each other that I have never felt before...
We are not perfect yet, far from it in fact but we are learning together and growing together and that's what matters to me! I love this man with all of my being!! We found who we really are through finding each other...
Here is our journey...Stay Tuned...
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